fini

toshok | journal | Thursday, May 27th, 2004

i think i’m done for a while.

there’s nothing more to say but goodbye.

goats

toshok | journal | Thursday, May 27th, 2004

let’s just say I’m terrifically happy I went to the show tonight. Screaming the words to “no children” along with all the strangers in the club felt good.

I especially liked when the random indie rock girl walked behind me and grabbed hold of my arm, then let her hand linger on my hip and move slowly across my waist.

Of course, she walked back with her boyfriend, but eh, it’s the little things, right?

go here for more mountain goats music. thanks to yakk for the link.

haircut love

toshok | journal | Wednesday, May 26th, 2004

I swear I had a headache when I leaned my head back into the sink at Blade Runners. When I sat up about 10 minutes later, it was gone. completely.

If you’re one of those stalker types and want to keep up on my current appearance, new hair photos are here and here.

*le* look out for gay boys :(

blog as healing device

toshok | journal | Wednesday, May 26th, 2004

Never made much use of the Draft status in MT before, but really it’s quite handy. you can scream all you want about whatever indignities you think you’ve suffered, about how much people piss you off, about anything or anyone you want. Doesn’t all have to be vitriol, of course, but that’s where I’m at.

Anyway, you can save it all for sometime in the future. Hell, maybe even publish it. Or just look back on it when you need a reminder of why you feel the way you do. Or how you can feel so different now from the way you did then.

So I’m still writing, you just won’t always get to read it. For now there are just so many things that are better left unshared.

parking

toshok | journal | Wednesday, May 26th, 2004

i drove home last night at almost 2am. completely exhausted, the couple of drinks I’d had hours before making me want bed more than a parking space on a non-Wednesday side of the street. The fact that I’d skipped dinner, was really hungry, and had to be up at 7am were also factors - I was going to park in the first spot I saw.

So imagine my suprise when I roll around the corner and there it is. A Monday spot, right in front of my house. At 2am. I blinked slowly about 50 times staring at the expanse of curb, my brain trying to make sense of what I was seeing. I very nearly rolled on, unable to convince myself that yes, I could *park* there.

It doesn’t happen often, but sometimes you really do get exactly what you need.

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